Man im soo freakin lazy i rarely ever check this thing anymore...i may just be gettin rid of it soon! :-/ but dont worry i do love all you guys very much so i will give a link soon to my myspace! which all of you should definitely get! bye for now

<3 melanie lynn ringel #18

817-721-1759 cell or text it

Life is goin good other than my mom hustling me about workin for my friends step mom! its pissin me off and ive been tellin everybody about it so now im gonna include you......so my friend kyle hicks his step mom does mary kay and shes goin to be a national sales director and already has the pink caddy but anyways i basically clean and organize her office(which is at their house!) and garage (which is definitely not me! i cant even keep my own room clean! :-p) and i do phone calls and mail for her! i hate doin that crap i actually want to work in the products of it! but i dont think im old enough yet not until im 18 which is forever away! (june 3) 

*ahem*

back to my story sorry! so my mom and her worked out my workin schedule the other day without me...ugh...and i dont even want to work there! this is soo gay!! my mom said the reason why i pretty much have to work there is cause i get paid $6/hr but no taxes taken out and get paid straight cash and also cause she will work around my soccer schedule and my mom said no other place would! but whatever i dont care! i dont want this job i only had taken it at first cause my mom wanted me to!

*boys*boys*boys*~they always find someway to frustrate me! lol

my friend gave me a kiss on the lips today cause i wanted him to taste my lip gloss cause it smells and tastes soo good! yummy yummy! haha that was interestin cause i didnt kno he was goin to kiss me i just thought he was goin to take a little bit off so i stuck out my lip for him to take...but i was suprised by a kiss! but hes kewl though i love him to death! hes sucha sweetheart and soo freakin loveable! you just wanna love and hug on him forever! lol im soo glad we became friends!!   

have a wonderful rest of the day!

melanie lynn ringel #18

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,

It says.

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Ricardo]

Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!

[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]

If you think this story is sad, then RE-POST!!!
...Sumtimes ppl lose tha one they love, make sure u tell that special sum1 that u love them. Or sumthing bad could happen

awwww......no bueno definitely made me sad!! i guess i should let everyone kno that i love all of you and that you are all soo special to me and i dont ever want anything bad to happen to anyone of you!!

melanie lynn ringel #18

myspace isnt workin and im pissed!!! what the

fuck is wrong with it?!?!!?!? errrrr.........i

want it to work!! thats soo sad that im soo

hooked on it!! agh shoot myself! lol :-p

wow this sounds soo depressin!! haha geez!!!

look myspace depresses me! lol how ridiculous

is that! :-p its the freakin computer for crud

sakes!!! ugh!! :-/

i was bored and i actually did a real entry for

once so you better leave comments! lol i never

try this hard on anything! :-p lol jk

you leave me a comment, i will leave you a

comment! sound good?! OK DEAL!! lol

peace out

melanie lynn ringel #18

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers, "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says, "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says, "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

........